Saturday, January 29, 2011

Way too tire....

Life is a mystery... everyone used to say that....
Life is so difficult... i heard someone say that before...
Life is a challenge... I agree this theory...

A life full with challenge is interesting but it is a hardest path in life...

Now i felt very tired... although i had a lot of interesting story and experience... but it make me more tired and lazy...

Now even my dad ask me to do something...
i also doesn't have the strength to do the job in a haste....
feel that myself getting useless at home...
Start to do thing like an old man's speed...
Haiz...

During study times, keep looking forward to earn money...
And now, I have a job... started to like the job.... but it make me feel so tired during the weekends....


For further studies...
I start to worry again... Plan A seems not working... and my Plan B looks shaky....
Plan C can't help my siblings in their further studies....
make me feel so headache....

A-level or Form 6?....
study A-level can have a new experience in college life... but study Form 6 is just like a normal school day during my past...  so i want to choose new experience or old....

Although the A-level program is recognize by others country in the world... but the college that i study might not recognize by others.... what should i do?  Do more research AGAIN?  Methodist College not good enough?
Life is full with choices and decision... and myself have to make the decision by myself....
getting frustrated...   ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!